A.D.D much?!

Optimism..isn't that a good thing? How long can people stay optimistic for, when nothing seems to be changing? I mean seriously, is there like a record for that in the book of world records or something?! Give me some hope already. Cau Chin (a local psychic) told me that things are changing, watch out for this, and get ready for that. I know, I know, you're probably thinking, "A psychic? Now I really know this girl is one of those crazies", but I'M NOT!!! I swear. I mean, what's so bad about psychics anyways, they're there, they're making a living off of their "gift" and they're giving people either 1.) optimism or 2.) life lessons. It's not like they're holding out a sign doing nothing, they're giving you SOMETHING right? Whether it be moral support, or a dash of truth, or an ounce of caution, you're getting something! What's so bad? I mean worst case scenerio, you figure out they've weaseled you out of your entire life's savings and umm, you declare bankruptcy. Ehh, at least you didn't get hit by that one bus they told you to be aware of. You know, that one bus on that one street with the trees. Yeah that one. I'm not against psychics if they have a "donation" box, you give as you think they deserve. No fees. I like the "no fees" idea, whichever psychic came up with that idea, he/she's the man! I think any psychic that charges you "a fee" is a hoax and you should run. Anyways, I was reading over my entries yesterday and I realized how A.D.D. I was being, not that I have any control over being A.D.D. but I felt the need to apologize for the lack of forewarning. Sorry. My mind works in mysterious ways, like that movie, oh what was it again?...OH YEAH! A Beautiful Mind, minus the fact that I'm not schizophrenic, just a smidge A.D.D. Smidge, I like that word; I wonder why I've never heard many people use it. It's such a cute word, like quaint or dainty. I will begin to use them more often; maybe it will become a trend. People should catch on; I think I'm pretty cool. Definitely cool enough to be a trendsetter. Is this really the brain process of an A.D.D person? Should I go and get professionally diagnosed? Pshhh, why should I? I'm a psych major. I am definitely A.D.D.. So what happens if a NORMAL person, without A.D.D., think like this too? Would that illegitimize the A.D.D. diagnosis? Definitely hard hitting questions. Speaking of which, maybe an interviewer would be a more suitable career choice for me? Nah, I don't think that'd make enough money for me to live off of. When it all comes down to it, money matters. I don't care what kind of bullshit people will try to throw at me with the idealistic, "money doesn't matter", philosophy. Like I've stated, it's a load of crap. Money matters, and money can bring certain emotions and peace of mind that will directly result in happiness, so please do not ever tell me that money can't buy happiness. Maybe it can't directly buy happiness but it sure is directly connected to factors that will bring you happiness. Yeah. Think about that! Okay, that's enough of my disorder for tonight. Remember to continue following me because only GOD can judge me and he thinks I'm the shit! GOODNIGHT and PEACE!